This is me.
it is scary deciding to switch majors. or to switch because whatever you are doing is “too conventional”, “too boring”, “too mindless”.
i feel like a mindless drone sometimes. i did not sign up for this. need to challenge monotony and just break out of this before i go mad.
but i am mad. normal people just stick to the damn fucking plan. most people go through conventional routes. but i… have this weird aversion to things that are conventional and mainstream (with the slight exception of 90s pop culture and chic flick stuff). arrrr…